Monday, May 3, 2010

Words that kill.

Words are just words, they don't have the capacity to hurt someone physically but in contrast , it is susceptible to drain out everything you have left mentally and emotionally.

Words bear emotions thus we communicate what we feel or observe. News, tidings, Gossip, Tabloids and information is the outcome of combination of words passed through a matter of people. The passage of information through verbal ways is just considered as a human act. People are just being people and the bible shows a very good example. Why? As far as im concerned, gospels were just passed through words. Genesis said this to Luke, God to moses, Moses to the people and the cycle goes on. And these flexed words affect everyone's life more than anything else.

Everyone has said something bad once or more to others in which they do not know its catastrophic effects on our lives. And i admit, i do it like my worst vice, saying words that i do not mean. This is the day that i came to a point of realization that words actually kills. When you hear someone say what you don't like it feels like your being strangled to death by a rope or being massacred like in Jigsaw's movies.

But to make it all worse, sometimes it had to came out of your parents mouth. Parents who's main role is to say things that would actually make us their children feel good or shape us into being a great person. I know that there are millions of people who's fond of using obscure language when it comes to disciplining their children. What do i know? im only a teenager without knowledge of this act of "parenting". What i do know is how it feels. How it feels when your all choked up and feels like the world is crushing to pieces because your mother said your gonna end up in the streets to be a slut or any unideal occupation. I wish they knew how i it feels, i wish they comprehend the fact that this mere act of saying hurtful words wont help them it can only make things worse.

Teenage angst is one of the most common outcome of this parenting way. Rebellious teenagers who uses coke, weed or any drug to make it through the day. Because words dont just come in and out of our ears. The outcome is, early rehabilitation or early pregnancy. And if their parents only knew that they were the source of this schism.

We are not that experienced, we aren't that matured enough to face those words.

TO BE CONTINUED

Friday, April 30, 2010

Normalize.

If you wanted to see your thoughts on parade, i bet you 50 pesos that you'd probably buy a notebook or use an old one and write it down. If you're just as careless as me, most likely you'll experience situations like papers everywhere, lost of consciousness of where or which is what, shortage of ink just when the right idea punched you in the face, the constant sore of your writing hand still you strive to continue because you know its a great idea and after all those hardwork chances are that you wont understand a thing with your damned handwriting or just maybe someone who's ignorant enough to pour juice all over your obra maestra to make it all go "bye bye" along with MCR's album the black parade.

I woke up one morning and kinda had that feeling like "ohh so thats where the remote was , underneath the bed linen" figuratively speaking. How ignorant of me not to know that there's this interactive website called "blogspot". I forgave my act of idiocy immediately just for a boost on my defense mechanism HAHA! i did tried this before but it didn't work out, i was back to sign pen and papers. The last serious entry i've entered was May 2006. I was like who the hell was that fat asswhore who wrote that piece of crap then laughed at myself because of the irony. Yeaaah, thats how nerds roll.

I'm back again and well because its summer baybeh. And i know i should be out enjoying the sun but nooo, all i do is tiptaptop my keyboard because i dont have a life.


But i've been staring at this blank page for like 30 minutes or so, maybe because i was coated with shenanigans of PS CS3 and the tabs for must read articles flooded this page.

Attaining to be normal.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

"Girls improve their looks, not their minds because we all know guys are stupid, not blind."

At one moment of my life, i was .